Drama King

I am a one time teenage drama king.

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Broken Hearts

I'm scared that i wont ever find love in my life.

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A special friend

Sometimes i sit around wondering what my life would have been if i had realized my special friend was something more than that.

Dreams

In elementary school i stole Andrews dreamcatcher and was too afraid to give it back. It's haunted me for the last 10 years

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Wish

Sometimes i wish i was dead so i wouldnt feel all this stress.

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Matt

I secretly hate Matt Chung sometimes for taking my friends.

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God

Sometimes i wonder about God. I get confused and angry when i read the bible and his demands. 

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Constantly

I constantly feel like im not good enough because i have to study really hard to get an A. Arent asians supposed to be super smart? Guess im not normal.

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Tennis

When i found out i didnt make the team for the second time, i went to my locker and pretended to look for something. But i was really crying.

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Piano

When i play the piano, sometimes i pretend im vanessa carlton.

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Sad

Sometimes i act sad so that people will pay attention to me, and when they dont, i feel depressed.

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Crush

I have a crush on two of my friends.

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Bad Day

When i have a bad time i lock myself in the bathroom and cry until i laugh at myself, and then i cry again. But i turn on the shower so my parents cant hear me.

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Fat

sometimes i pray to god to make me skinny, but i feel sad when i wake up and its still there.

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Eating

Whenever i eat, i feel like a failure.

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Love-Hate

Sometimes i hate the people i love, just so i feel superior.

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Mirrors

When i have my back to mirrors i get a tingling sensation, and feel that somethings watching me.

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Black Sheep

Every time i meet my family, i feel like the black sheep and want to cry, just cause im not skinny or normal.

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Family

Sometimes i dont love my family, and i wish i could never see them again.

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Money

I worry about our families money needs, but i still want to buy stuff anyway. Does that make me a bad person?

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Famous

I pretend to be famous when i walk down the street, just to feel that someone is interested in me.

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Paranoia

I am paranoid that people are talking about me everywhere i go.

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Gay

Sometimes i wish i were gay so that i'd be more interesting

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Apathy

Sometimes i fake apathy just so people will like me.

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Hate

Sometimes I hate people even though i want to be their friend. Im just too scared to make up.

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Hot

Sometimes i wish I was a hot guy so people would like me, even though i'd be a retarded jerk.

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Music

I listen to girly pop music and pretend to be a famous hip hop dancer when im lonely.

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Fail

I sometimes wish for people to fail so i can feel better about myself. I'm trying to change that, but it's hard.

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Help

Sometimes when people ask me for help, I fake not knowing it, or I fake being busy because im too lazy to help.

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Amethyst

One day at day care, my friend lost the amethyst gem on his necklace and we all had to find it. I searched for it and finally came across a purple glimmer, and it was the amethyst. Instead of turning it in, i took it. 

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New

I just created this blog, and its semi personal, semi public. I guess i just have things i need to get off of my chest and each day i'll post a new confession, or a couple. 

thanks 

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